Goodbye

[WintersRain]

I may not be active all the time but i still consider everyone on this site my family and... well this hurt... thank you for telling me Mistress Unknown.


My heart goes out to your family and to her may she rest in peace and bless you all.

[Caldoor]

Thank you all for your kind words, prayers, and support. Heaven knows we need it. Everyone here is so wonderful, I knew from the start that Caldoor chose a good community to join. I’m going print out the poem and put it next to her picture, it is wonderful. Bless you all.

It took two days and everything I had to write what happened nearly a month ago, and I was almost never going to come back. The memories and all the reminders this site holds of her are still too painful. But then I realized that I forgot to change her location. I couldn’t have her “staring at the screen like a zombie” forever!

Ah. I need to dry me eyes and collect my thoughts. This will take me days to write, it’s easier in small doses.

It is strange, me using her account, it seems almost surreal. I don’t have one here at WolfWeb and she never hid her password, so it seemed right. I didn’t want her profile to slowly disappear and be forgotten, and it meant that I could change her picture to something more fitting. That is beautiful, isn’t it? She painted it on a whim with spare watercolors in art class. It's only about the size of a quarter in real life.

Her family and I are doing as well as can be expected, I guess. Soon we are going to have to go through the stuff she bought to take along to college. Just basic things, they’re lying in bags all over her room. We’re probably going to have to return it. That’ll be hard. Still, it’s nice to know there are so many people here to care for her that she didn’t even really know. Thank you again.

Maybe in time I’ll visit this site infrequently to check up on all the people she knew, but it’s probably best not to expect many more Caldoor posts.

I know that wherever she is, she is watching over all of you and smiling. Everyone made an impact on her life. I’m sure you could tell as well as I the care she put into writing her stories here. I think that was because she cared about you, like I know you care for her. Thank you once again for everything, you are all too wonderful for words. Thank you and God bless.

[Hecate]

Thank you so much for coming back here and letting us know that our words have been received well.

I am normally quite good at concealing stress and emotion well, but right now, writing this has to be one of the most difficult things I have ever had to write on this site. Callie is truly missed and loved, and we know, as well as you, that she is watching us from wherever she is,. Though we wish for her to still be with us, she is in no better place than where she at. She is home here with us always, at heart, I know that with every word I write here, I cannot help but remember her. She is an incredible person, and for our sake, as well as yours, I want to say that she knows that we love her with everythihgn we are.

WolfWeb is a family, and lothough people leave this site, I never actually thought we would lose somebody... Everyone here is loved, and though we have our squabbles, like any family, everyone here is loved.

We love you, Callie.

Thank you so much for blessing our lives. We love you.
I love you.

--Kelsey/SNazzy <3

[Firewolf]

Thank you so much for coming back with this message. It actually made me tear up. I never thought a WWber would pass on or that I would get emotional over it. Caldoor was amazing from the start with her awesome writing skills. It's a shame that she will never be able to read how we felt about her. She is just...gone. It's so hard to imagine this. I have only had 1 person die in my life and I had only met them once. I never met Callie but I still hope she is happy wherever she is.

[wolfenflautist]

Why didn't I see this sooner?! I'm really mad at myself for not seeing this earlier than I should've. I actually found out from hiydon about this on Facebook. I barely come to the Hiatus sub-forum, so it's hard for me to know what's happened.

Callie will be truly missed. I haven't gotten the opportunity to get to know her very well, but with what I've seen in her posts, I could tell that she was a great person. Rest in peace, Caldoor.

[GTX]

I didn't want to post in here earlier. I didn't find out for quite some time after this post was made, and when I did, I just went.... silent...

Most of you know that almost nothing affects me all that much. This did.

I've gotten over it now... but it still.... sucks...